What i am?

Born 3 decades ago
I am still figuring out what i am

Sometimes i confuse people
I am a very happy personality
But i am also a sad soul

I love tobe around people
But i prefer tobe alone in solace

I am a super shy girl
But i am bold enough to show you your actual worth

I am a friendly person
But if look at me, may be you will get an arrogant being behind me.

I am healing & hurting at the same time

I keep on loving who cant be mine
I keep on forgiving who sabotages me

I know my selfworth
I know where i have to grow

I know who to trust
I who who to leave

I am still trying to find peace within
I am still learning from my mistakes within
I am still trying to find balance within
I am still trying to grow after a lifetime of chaos…….